What happens ?

Right now I'm a big issue cover. I can not control anything they want so no. But right now, so I write it down somewhere. Now I begin to think back in life. I have security, but sometimes they feel as you do not have it, I do not know if it is just as I imagine lots of things now. I Want that everything should be fine. It is perhaps useful to some extent. But I feel like everything has changed. What should I do for them was like before? There is no one who can answer this question.